After one year of intensive studying, demoing, trying out so many systems and softwares, strats and indicators and losing a few thousand bucks, finally taking a couple of months off. Now I think I am finally getting there.
I have developed my own system and I have developed my own style,and I am able to listen to my mind and body. and I know this works.
I trade when my mind and body says its good and when I see that market is also good. I no longer make the mistakes i used to. I understand my mistakes and after every mistake my mind is much calmer than before. Hence my next trades are much clear than before. So I have no problems recovering my losses. And since my my mind is much calmer and mistakes are getting lesser and lesser.
Since I have returned from my break, I can see that my trading style has taken a leap of sorts.And I have been profitable every day.
Finally I am on my way to being a profitable trader.